Home is not a place you really appriciate until its gone...... or you have moved away.
Since I was a young teenager I've always dreamed of what it would be like to be in my own apartment, my own place. When I graduated Highschool thats what I was most excited to do! I did wait about a year after graduating to move out. Kinda had to get on my feet first and decided what I wanted to do. FINALLY the day came. Found the perfect place and was so excited to move out. I now had my place I felt so grown up. Come to find I really did not think I had to now support myself. Groceries, Laundry, Gas, and anything else I needed I did not have my mom anymore. But I am a big girl I knew I could do it myself. No Biggy!!
You have no idea how much I loved being on my own. It was so much fun! Meeting new people, making my own dinner, going out, doing my own thing. I really was enjoying myself. The world is such a different place when you don't live in the comfort of your family. As the year went by I learn many lifes lessons, I became really smart.
These past few weeks I've had a weird feeling come over me. I came home to visit my mom, and yes i did not live that far away from home. but it was not down the hall from my mom and dad or brothers. As I was home, I walked into my bedroom and a fluid of memories and love hit me like a brick. I thought I really need to be home. And that feeling has not left me for weeks. So I decided for the summer it would be best if I moved home.
Im really excited to move home! I can't wait to be in my own sanctuary, my havan my space. Like I've said you don't really appriciate what you have until its gone.
xoxo
